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| What's up all!!!!? I am finally home and getting back into the groove of things. Miss my baby, but it'll be okay...hopefully. I hope all is going well for everyone, please call me if you wanna do something. My summer's pretty clear, so anywayz I wish you all a great day and hope that your all in good spirits!!!! Love ya, Sara | | |
| Well, I have been in a constant head-swirl since my last entry. I have no idea what to do with my 'life.' I really wanna be happy but I feel like I am taking a step backwards in all different kinds of ways. I have always wanted to be over my past and move on to something new, but it seems no matter what I do my past comes back to haunt me. I really have no idea why anyone would want to befriend me right now, let alone have feelings for me. I am so moody, but also such a wreck. I want so bad to be happy that I am driving people crazy!! I hope that someday I can feel worthy of some amiable attention, someday when I am a happy person again. I am such a depressing person to be around... I would love to be secure, and confident for once. I will try to be. It is something to work towards. There is no one here that can truly understand what I am feeling right now...I want a good friend, one who can connect with me. Like Kristi or Keala...it would be so nice to have a sincere friend up here! | | |
| Hello, Well I have finally found the time and computer to keep up on this thing. It has been so hard to find sometime to myself around here. The dorms...well, lets just say 'it's a hard knock life.' It is a good experience. It's how I met my boyfriend...David.
He's from San Fransisco and has just moved out into his fraternity. And the poor boy is sick with mono...so needless to say I haven't seen him much since he's gotten back. Basically the only thing that has really changed in my life here...I love him dearly. He is such a sweetheart.
Oregon is kind of a bore...but I am finally starting to enjoy myself here. I think I will look forward to coming back here next here...not particularly for the people though. I have made many acquaintances this year and only a few good friends. I miss ALL of my friends back home. If you think I have forgotten any one of you...truth being I haven't. I am a bad KIT-er but I don't ever forget. You are all in a soft spot of my heart...too good to forget. I look forward to seeing you all this summer. Please feel free to contact me. I would love to hear from anyone of you....I miss you. | | |
| Hey Makana...This one's for you...I will be updating this when I get home. Happy to know that you're alive...miss ya!! I don't have a comp. yet so I am scabbing right now...we'll see if I want one later. I guess I'll see y'all when I get home...shout me a holla!!! Take care and God bless....Love love, Sara | | |
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